Nightmare

I wish I didnt read that, nor spotted it. I do not know how to react to it. Is it me who have been living in denial or you have your reasoning for it? I know nothing is perfect and I have started to accept this fact the moment I stepped into the working world; but, I thought there is a place which I could depend on without fear and rational (at least). If what I found out is true, then you have ruined my dream. And of course, I can never forgive you for this. Please don't let me discover more, or I wont know what I will do. 

Leaving home is a nightmare

Why did I choose this? Hate this :(

The time is finally here. I am ready to leave, but just too lazy to pack all my stuff and arrange them. Can I just skip the flight part and be back right away? :( Less than 30 hours to be in the flight back Malaysia. Can't wait to see my family, you and my friends. :) Bye now!

What's with all these emotional feelings. I am lost. I cant think anymore.

Olala

It's a mess now. Total mess. I dont mind either choice, but at least, let me know the outcome. Seriously dislike the wait. It's definitely easy for one to say the agency is in a mess now and nothing can be done. But, a no-news answer to me means a lot. My home is not here, I need time to pack and leave, I need time to settle my bank stuff and documentations. I wish I am just a traveler who can just buy a ticket and leave, but I am not. Frustrating enough. Sigh. Just have to keep reminding myself that, everything is fated. If it is meant to be, then it will be and vice versa.