26th of September 2012, Sunny


Regardless what the real weather was, it's definitely a sunny day to me. =)

Am I the one?

Somehow feel like since then, everything that happened to you just didnt sound right. Is this a right or wrong decision? Am I being too superstitious? :(

Once a month emo-ness

There will be times, that I really miss home. Because of a decision, because of it's a norm, I chose to stay back to work. To be honest, until today, I still have the thought of going back. It's like what's the point of staying back; I will get real good experience, I will get good exposure, I will learn to be independent, I will get to earn pounds. But, so what. Probably there are people who will be jealous that I get to come overseas or being able to work here, but what I really what is simply my own happiness. Not to say that I am not happy over here, but I have to say I will happier back home. Not exactly have to be back home, at least somewhere nearer like Singapore. Who will know whats the use of this UK license after all. Like my mum always tells me, life is short, do what you want and don't think too far. That's my weakness u see, I always plan ahead, way too ahead, and sometimes thinking back, so what if I choose plan B. Mum complains to me that she hates it when during any festive season, when they have reunion meals and I am not around. Calling back everytime, listening to their stories their outings make me feel very distant from them. I know it's just one year, but how much am I missing out after this short year. Sigh. I know I can't turn back anymore. If visa application runs smoothly, here I am for a year. Time, please wait for me. Give me a quick 12 months and I will back in the comfort zone.

Improvement

Hmm, positive. I think I shall just give it a try. And, we need to work harder :)