将会是个过去式？

不管是友情还是爱情

你来，我信你不会走

你走，我当你没来过。

曾经是那么真诚的友情，为何又会落到今天这样。。。会不会有一天，就那么的一天，我选择放弃。我想了一想，我的确珍惜，我也会要坚持，但我真的不明白。或许时间会冲淡一切，就如你所希望的。但，我对你这所谓的朋友，还是很失望。

Kent, my new home

It has been really long since I updated my blog. Hello there, greetings from Dartford, Kent. :) It's exactly a month from the day I flew back from Malaysia. I had a wonderful time traveling around with my parents within the 1 month and now, I am writing this blog from my new home here in Dartford. Almost a week since I shifted in. Landlord and the family are very nice and friendly. They really treat me like part of the family. They cook all my dinners, and even bring me out for meals :) Feeling myself like a parasite staying in this house as I don't need to do anything apart from eating the bowl of noodles/rice put in front of me, and wash the plate after I finish the food. Anyhow, my meals have been really superb as my landlord used to work as a chef u see. Lucky me ;) Supposed to start working yesterday but due to some documentation problems, I have two extra days off. Anticipating? Hmm. 50/50. Visa application is still pending and the worst case scenario is that I will have to go back to Singapore/Malaysia. Honestly speaking, I don't mind either of the choice - to stay back or to go back. In fact, I will be really glad if someone could make the decision for me. Staying back for another year is not long, but it's not short too. The day when I first landed in London a month ago, I had a really bad experience with a person in the hotel and I had then decided not to stay back in the UK to work. To be honest, I was really really relieved back then that I finally made that decision. And my emotion that time told me what I really wanted all this while was to go back home. However, sad to say that, eventually, after a few thoughts, I did not have to courage to choose what I wanted and here is why, I am still here in Kent now. Whatever it is, I still have to go to work tomorrow. Life still goes on I know. A very random post I know, I am just too bored here. Haha. Wish me luck for a new start!