Live for yourself not others. If you were to manipulate people around at all times, what's the meaning of life then? What would you get by the end of everything? Are you going to lie to everyone for the rest of your life? Please just stop with all the nonsense. I have enough of things to think about. I have no extra time for anything else. The more things you do, the more agitated I will get. So, just stop.

I miss home

Obviously this year's homesick syndrome is not as severe as last year's. But not sure if it's because I choose to ignore it or I seriously dont miss home that much already. Had few dreams which I consider nightmares recently. All of them were home-related and Wen concluded that I just miss my family too much. Having those home-missing thoughts really make me lost in deciding where should I go after I graduate. To stay or not to stay. To go back Malaysia or to go Singapore. Knowing that Malaysia has recently changed the compulsory service to 1+1 makes me feel like going home more. Not sure if anyone feels the same as me; but I feel that if I choose to work in overseas, I will not be able to experience staying together with my family anymore. Cause by the time I go back after years, my siblings will have their own families or partners, and there will not be 5-of-us-only kind of feeling anymore. I know this is life, obviously I hope my siblings could find someone meaningful in their lives and have their own families. And since I dont want them getting married late, the only thing I could do is to go back earlier and treasure my time with them from now. Very stupid isn't it. Lol.

Summer 2011

So there we went, to IKEA. One going for candles, one for looking at the designs, one for the pots and pans and another for Ikea food. But I guess our main motivation was...... the meatballs and cake :P

So called 'Family of four' was sad as we missed the promotion of 40meatballs for only 5pounds. It's alright, we had really cheap ice-cream. 1 for only 35p. =)

SS time!







Happy family. Happy day out =)