I wish I didnt read that, nor spotted it. I do not know how to react to it. Is it me who have been living in denial or you have your reasoning for it? I know nothing is perfect and I have started to accept this fact the moment I stepped into the working world; but, I thought there is a place which I could depend on without fear and rational (at least). If what I found out is true, then you have ruined my dream. And of course, I can never forgive you for this. Please don't let me discover more, or I wont know what I will do.