Study break just makes people so emotionless. Can't even feel the hype of a new year. Staying at home everyday, stressing about how much time left and how much more to study, depressing. I will probably miss this when I work, but at this moment, I still think I hate exams. :( Had a horrified dream yesterday night, or not sure if that was my last thought before I slept. Regardless what, that's very stupid. A route which will not solve problem yet will give others heartache, especially the love ones. How could that even appear in my mind? Scary enough. I guess I just need a break; a break which will calm me down. A really quiet break. Indeed.